Cos I'm just another girl

2011-12-06T01:10:00.001+08:00

2011-11-26T11:08:00.001+08:00

I'm so fucking tired of the way you're acting. Fuck it. Fine it's all my fault. Forever it will be. Your attitude is not wrong, it's all our fault. Im tired of always allowing you to behave like shit. Mfb. Goddamn.

What are Friends?

2011-11-20T18:51:00.001+08:00

We think we made friends,
Only to have them stab us in the back.
We think we have no needs for friendship,
And there comes someone who melts your heart.
Follow step 1 to 4 and click the 'repeat' button.
That's how the cycle goes.

I thought we were friends, till it all broke apart because of the stupid fanwars.
I thought we were friends, maybe we still are, but you don't seem as sincere anymore.
I thought we were friends, till you just left me hanging there and talk to me whenever you feel like it.

I thought so many things. But, maybe it's all just me being delusional.

I wish I didn't need friendship so badly, then maybe I won't get so hurt. I sound so desperate.
Maybe I am.
I just don't want to get hurt anymore.

I act like a bitch, because I'm afraid to get hurt again.
But, that doesn't mean I like being one.

Reviving my freaking blog~

2011-11-20T18:48:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna revive this freaking left out blog, LOLS.

No one reads it anyway, so yeah... Shall just type what I feel like~

2011-09-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

2011-09-14T23:01:00.001+08:00

2011-09-11T12:18:00.003+08:00

I really wonder

2011-09-11T02:05:00.002+08:00

I really wonder,
What and Who will finally make me wake up from this delusional state of mine?

I'm just a pathetic fool

Fuck, godammit

2011-09-11T02:01:00.001+08:00

I hate how I am right now... Trying to be okay and everything
I am not okay
It strucks so deep when everyone is doing what they're suppose to do and I am just wasting my time away
Putting on a smile and saying that I don't care really hurts so much
Godammit I wanna die now.

2011-09-09T23:38:00.001+08:00

2011-09-02T22:48:00.001+08:00

2011-09-01T14:49:00.001+08:00

Screw today. Fuck. Really seriously.

Heechul's gone.

I met them.

It made me feel so insecure.

You ask me why I didn't want to go back?

Because you guys don't even like me, what for go back?

There's nothing left for me to want it back anymore.

Seeing you guys today, I knew it was a right choice to not go back.

What's the point when I already know you guys don't like and still go show you my face?

The way you guys acted, I think no matter how she is, I'm sure she's so much better than me.

Prettier, taller, skinner.

Everything.

I'm just another ugly girl compared to her.

2011-08-31T21:54:00.001+08:00

2011-08-22T10:51:00.002+08:00

It never fails to surprise me that there's actually room in my heart for disappointment in myself.

2011-08-03T21:42:00.001+08:00

2011-08-03T10:31:00.000+08:00

I'm really starting to think that you guys don't even care about how we feel anymore this thing between you guys doesn't only concern about you think about those who are in the middle. Please, do you think we're happy seeing you guys like this? I'm so tired to be in the middle. I'm so tired. I feel like crying now. Fuck.

2011-07-26T22:02:00.001+08:00

2011-07-22T23:06:00.001+08:00

I know I complain about her alot. Saying about what I don't like about her. But in the end, still can smile and play with her. But what do you want me to do? I can't just ignore her right? No matter how much I dislike her attitude she's still my friend. If this is wrong then please, tell me what is right.Because honestly, I'm drowning in the pool of secrets and lies.

2011-07-21T21:31:00.001+08:00

2011-07-19T22:19:00.001+08:00

2011-07-17T01:58:00.001+08:00

2011-07-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

I wish you would leave my mind even for one second. I want to stop thinking about you just for one moment.

~~Because I really hate dropping tears at the very thought of you.~~

2011-07-12T16:57:00.002+08:00

Seeing people becoming a dad makes me wish that you were here too.

~~I really miss you, Daddy.~~

2011-07-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

2011-07-06T20:44:00.000+08:00

I suck as a nco as a friend a daughter a sister and everything that I'm suppose to be. I can't find a way to teach my cadets properly ,shouted at my friends, don't listen to my mom, can't even get my bro to talk to me. And I just disappoint everyone. God. I really suck BIG TIME

2011-07-06T07:17:00.002+08:00

Yeah just keep pushing me to do things I fucking hate. One day when I burst, don't blame me.

2011-07-05T21:44:00.001+08:00

Cos I don't matter to anyone. Just let me rot to death.
Thank you very much.

2011-07-04T22:07:00.001+08:00

I wish you had been gone when I was younger so I wouldn't have to be afraid that I would forget how you look like and try so hard to remember everythig about you.

2011-06-29T21:14:00.001+08:00

2011-06-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

~~Everone just keeps breaking my heart. So, what's the point of trying again and again?~~

2011-06-13T22:41:00.001+08:00

~~Everything I had said wasn't just for fun. I meant it.~~

2011-06-13T22:40:00.002+08:00

You think I'm mad but really I'm not... It justs hurts

2011-06-12T21:32:00.001+08:00

Letting everything go isn't as easy as it seems.

2011-06-08T21:48:00.001+08:00

‎'Sorry.' 'It's okay.' Do we actually mean the apologies and the forgiveness that we claim to have done?

2011-04-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

Because, I'm tired of lies, so don't say things that you don't mean

Tears... When will I ever run out of them? Because, they just keep coming.

2011-04-11T21:19:00.001+08:00

I'm tired of crying

아빠 , 보고 싶어요 ♥

2011-03-07T20:59:00.001+08:00

Tears

2011-03-06T20:26:00.000+08:00

The tears just keeps on falling, never stopping, never slowing... I hate being so weak...

(photo via: youareneveral0ne at tumblr)

So would my smiles

2011-02-20T13:00:00.002+08:00

~~I wish the tears would stop coming and my heart would stop dropping.~~
~~If my heart gets any more numb, the tears will really stop,~~ so would my smiles.

2011-02-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

My heart... it hurts so badly... How do you fixed heartache?
I didn't know I caused a drift in you guys. You said she was the one who only answered you but seriously, I didn't even hear you say a thing....
I want to tell you what I told her... But, if you said you cared... then why didn't you ask? Awkward silence, did you know how many times I asked why was it so awkward? She joked around, the both of you didn't answer. I tried, but, I can't clap with just one hand.
Why did I talk between us? Because I wanted to make things better between you guys... I wanted to take that chance at that place to make things better... But, she didn't want to.
I waited so long just to try to start a conversation and see if I have the chance to tell you guys, but, no, nothing happened. In the end, I went home and got a scolding from my mum because I was suppose to go somewhere. You know, everything single thing happening right now, is hurting me like hell. I know you care but, please, just please, take the initiative to ask me.
I'm hurting so much inside, I can tell you, tears are already dropping. If you asked me persistently, I will tell you like I told her. I told her because she asked. But, no you guys didn't.
You think I don't want to tell you? You think I want to waste your time and money?
No, I didn't. I just needed you to simply asked me two words: "What happened?" Just that, but, instead everything turned out wrongly.
I apologised for making a drift between you guys again. Sorry. I really am.
You know, the person you see right now, is not who I am. If I told you what happened, you will know.
You won't even see this. I know you won't but I just needed to get it off my chest.

2010-12-23T21:17:00.001+08:00

2010-11-23T21:21:00.002+08:00

HyoJeTi

2010-10-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

Pasta~

2010-08-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

Yay!!!
I'm happy today!!!
Came home and took a nap tdy ^^
Then, I cooked dinner for my family :DDD
It was to try out the recipe for my home econs practical (:
I totally succeeded yeah!!!!
It was damn nice!!!
((((((((((((((((:

Signing off~

YAY!!!!

2010-08-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

I'm soooooooooooooo Freakin happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I finally passed my 2.4 after 6(?) Times!!!!!!!!!!!
With the support of my WONDERFUL clique ofcos!!!!!!!!
Jiahui, xinyee,huimin, cheeshan,
and also jiayi and celine!!!!!!!!!!!
thanx for all the 'jiayous' guys!!!!!!!
Seriously appreciate it!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Lousy day (?)

2010-08-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

Ok, so tdy started well but after sch it was like SHIT!
I was suppose to meet the supplier after school so I went to take bus to mrt station then take to yishun then take bus again. So after I got off the bus, I ran to the station as I thought I was going to be late alrd. Then, Just when i Reached the top, the mrt went OFF! Nvm, but I had to wait for 6 mins for another train to come. >< Then, after getting off the mrt, I ran to the bus interchange cos I was pretty sure I was going to be late. Then, the bus just went pass me when I REACHED the interchange!!! :@@@@ Then, I had to wait for another bus. And then, my supplier told me, she HAVEN been dismissed yet! So i waited for 40 mins @ the bus stop. I lost count of how many bus went by. Finally, she came on the bus i need to take. BUT, sadly, she came from the middle door and I had to get in by the front door. So i MISSED the bus AGAIN!!!! Cos i needed to pass her the money!!!!! ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then I had to wait for around 10+ mins for another bus!!!!
FUCK!!!!!
Because of that, I had to missed a shopping trip D':<

But, some1 made my day again (:
Thanx JayFY! :D

Fucked up

2010-08-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

WTF is wrong with you???!!!!!!! Fuck!!!!!

Now im allllll ALONE!

Just because of you!

Fucked you!!!!!!

Wad is your damn fucking problem??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now i have NO idea wad to do because of your FUCKING selfishness!!!!!!!

IDIOT!!!!! MORON!!!!!!! FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alive

2010-08-21T15:12:00.000+08:00

Yay! (Y) trying to keep blog alive!
Hoping it will work Hopefully!
Well, its like nobody read this anyway.
Nvm.... Just hope for a place to vent my fustrations....
(:
Leave a tag ^^
Signing off~

My favourites!!!!

2010-08-21T14:42:00.001+08:00

Minho, Eunhyuk, Hyoyeon!!!!

THey are the BEST!!!!!!! ^~^

Friendship

2010-07-20T21:05:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously tired in our friendship. You always put urself down but yet u have soooooo many friends that u don even have time for me. Nice huh? Out of all the convos we had, I started 85% of them nice friendship we have. ^o)

Blogshop

2010-07-19T16:04:00.000+08:00

Guys and Gals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please support me and my friends' blogshop!!!!!!!!!!!! www.fancyful-tots.blogspot.com

SUPPORT PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-18T21:38:00.001+08:00

My blog has been dead like dk how long liao lols....

Idk wad to say, feels abit emotional lehs....
Anw, Nomad ended ytd quite sad lols

Ok, seriously idk wad to say wth?!
oooohhh i bought a new sch bag!

ok this post is getting seriously lame like wtf?!

signing off~

2010-06-23T23:37:00.001+08:00

www.fancyful-tots.blogspot.com <-- mi and my frens blogshop! pls visit!!!

2010-06-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

나의 편안한 공간에서 내가 벤처 밖이나 안에 있어야합니까?

ROD-part 2

2010-05-27T19:32:00.002+08:00

ok so here's the list:
Company Leader: Maam Jingjia
Assistant Company Leader:Maam Qiu Ying
Ixora's Patrol Leader: Maam Wendelyn
Hibiscuis's Patrol Leader:Maam Shuting
Sunflower's Patrol Leader:Maam Wanqing
Hibiscuis's Patrol Second:PS Atiqah
Sunflower's Patrol Second:PS Denise

Yep so here's all the Maams and PSs. Its still abit weird calling the Sec3s maams and PSs haha cnt change overnight the seniors gave us alot of prezzies alot of 'love letters' no la is jus messages frm the seniors

will miss dem alot SARANGHAEYO!!! ♥♥♥

ROD-part 1

2010-05-27T18:54:00.002+08:00

tdy was the ROD day the sec 4 stepped dwm even tho i smile here smile there but i quite sad leh i will miss alot of them like maam shinyin maam siqi. my most fave NCOs i will miss both of their craziness ALOT! i wish they could stay with us but they have to move on to the future like us... anw, maam shinyin said that maam yuhang is the fish head the rest is fish bones! :b i find it funny ps winnie cried i noe im suppose to call them senior now but then i call for So long liao its hard to change overnight got to bathe will update the new appointed NCOs l8r

Sacrifices

2010-05-24T20:54:00.001+08:00

Sometimes the sacrifice people made for you, you will never know... When you are smiling, that person maybe crying deep down there... Sometimes, 1 'I Love You' does great miracles ♥

2010-05-24T09:27:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiiii long time nv blog liao no time!!!! tdy im gonna blog went to shopping with jiahui and xinyee @ orchard ytd shop til leg wanna break LOLS we went to 313 @ sumerset den went to orchard central den we dk how to go ION den ask d security guard the security guard like SO shocked we dk how to go LOLS!!! we had lunch OC d thing totally nt nice but xinyee xiao xiao 1, say vry nice-.- aft ION we went back to 313 we shopped the whole morning also can't find the perfect shirt for me! ): den we went back to forever21 FINALLY i found the perfect shirt dere(actually oso not vry perfect) but it wasn't too bAD my mum said it was nice :D im goonna wear it to the band's limelight concert only jiahui and xinyee know what im goona wear hehe ^^ for more info go to jiahui's blog ;)

PS im in com lab nw

2010-05-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

yo pips blogging cos it feels lyk mua blogs dead lols
tdy went to nomad audi think my grp got in but seriously lo, d judges lyk nt listening i feel dats its rude lo... personal opinion anw, my grp got LOADS of probs lah alot of ppl cnt make it nid to CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE AND CHANGE! haiz my grp wywy mayb got a-v-a cs too. den betty got drama nt ours lah her cca n xueqi got band sighs my grp is LOL! ;)

2010-05-13T15:52:00.002+08:00

YEAH!!!! im bac!!!! miss my com so much!!!!

tdy went to pizza hut. we vry noisy lol but it was SO DAMN fun!!!! LUVS MY CLIQUE!! we took pictures mostly of cheeshan,huimin and xinyee. jh n mi only got 1 pic(sadly) but nvm we had fun being d photographers!!! :DDDD i took alot of candid shots but when i check my hp it was gone DDD: will try to find them l8r if i can find i will post d pics up n jiahui did some amazing but a bit gross things haha it was so much fun!!!! ^~^

2010-04-25T20:52:00.001+08:00

im trying to be positive! (:

2010-04-23T14:50:00.005+08:00

i cnt delete dis post so im editi it

changes

2010-04-19T21:46:00.002+08:00

every1 changed sooooo much... dennis phua doesnt even tease me anymore.... i wanna go back to my old life when everything was so fun! i miss it... i don wanna grow up... i wanna revert back to my old life... i don wan to be mature... i wanna play like nobody's business.... i miss it badly like i miss him....

missing you so badly....

2010-04-19T21:44:00.001+08:00

i didnt realise i miss you so BADLY... even though you broke my heart.... can't we be friends again??? i wanna talk to you...

2010-04-18T17:17:00.001+08:00

shol i create a blog for amkss gg sec 2s????? i wan to cos we got damn loads of inside jokes but i oso dk leh....lols....

misunderstandings

2010-04-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

no matter how many apologies u say, when the hurt is there, it will stay forever. today, something bad happened during guides training don ask mi what it is i can't/won't tell. anyway a friendship was hurt i don noe if it was broken anot but it's going to take time to heal...misunderstandings really can be hurting...when i was hearing about what happened,i almost cried cos i don believe that that would happen. n it didnt. it was just a BIG misunderstanding. i hope my post doesn't offend anyone reading it. this is just my opinion...

2010-04-14T17:53:00.000+08:00

im your friend not your tool.

2010-04-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

laughter is always the best medicine. i laugh like never before tdy. wif jh,ry,mq,wl n xm. damn fun!!! dis is d thing dat wil nv happen to my clique lo. my clique abit infunctional de. idk y but its like teresa clique, shallow... i think i pass d emo stage liao hope i wnt cry in bed 2nite lyk i always does...

2010-04-07T21:27:00.002+08:00

i cant delete this entry so im editing it.

2010-04-06T15:44:00.005+08:00

i cant delete this entry so im editing it.

2010-04-02T21:54:00.002+08:00

todae is mua BRO'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! HAHA. i realise im likin' t-ara more n more aft watchin the show in wich deir maknae jiyeon starred in-god of study. i watch only 1 ep n ilyk it alrd. vry nice! anw, ytd went to pray to my ah gong, da ma, and tai ma. in cemetry lah. in chinese its sao mu. got improvment dis year, didnt doze off much!!! YIPPEE!!! haha. c yas...

2010-04-01T21:23:00.002+08:00

didnt upd8 ytd. too laz.... had a damn embarassing moment ytd but im not telling. anw, ytd was d oraltorical(dk how 2 spell) contest marcus got 3rd leh. wahlao so unfair lo. he shol get 1st xia!!! nvm.... found out sometink shocking tdy but actually not dat shockin lah... i shol hav expected it aft all he had change to some1 i cnt even regconise so wads d point of trying to bring him bac when i dont even noe him anymore??? he broke my heart and my trust...

EVERYTHING IS WRONG!

2010-03-31T10:59:00.000+08:00

everything i do is freaking wrong. well, i like to tel you right now, u can continue accusing me of something i didnt do, well, just continue. cos i don give a damn anymore. b'cos no matter how many times i explain it, u wont listen so just freaking well dont say that i hav change. cos truth is i just stop tryin to bear with u.

2010-03-30T21:16:00.001+08:00

tired tired tired~~~ had a tough day got scolding frm NCOS and blah blah blah.... just freakin tired wnt post much bye~

2010-03-29T21:06:00.002+08:00

went with huwaina and jiahui tdy to send weesing and lishuan and other band members off. 3 hrs of my life gone but quite well spent thou two-third of it was spent on travel time. :( we spent an hour @ d airport and like 2 hrs on mrt???!!! tdy huimin ask if my blogshop was done, i told her no. it was lyk @ d sooooooooo damn bac of my mind lo. i ask jh make d pic bigger but she didnt bet she forgot abt tdy. anw, i lyk d trip tdy cos i feel dat my frenship wif huwaina is bettar le! yeahz! haha. anw, she noes hu i lyk now! huwaina bte saifulzaman(not sure if corect anot) if u r reading dis post, u BETTAR not tel anybody abt it hor! if not u wil die! a painful death!!! oh. ya. something funny happened tdy, we were changin to mrt @ tanah merah station den i tot we reach le den i went dwn d stairs xia! LOLS rite? 3/4 down d stairs den i realise something was wrong and quickly went up! so funny lo! n during d trip huwaina kip sayin i suck and blah blah blah. but i won tho. say her vocab limited and blah blah blah. anw, it was fun n i wanna do it agn! <:

2010-03-27T13:08:00.001+08:00

yeah!!! weekend le! finally no nid go sch! l8r goin to my gran's hse. i miss the libraby! i wanna borrow books! goin to l8r. c ya

2010-03-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

im tired...very very tired. but stil got energy use com cos imma com-addict. :P got foot-drill competion tdy. think ncc air wil win. though we got mistakes but i feel dat we got improve le. mayb is cos got ncos but i think i got improve lah. sometimes i wonder y i keep lyking him more n more. i really don understand. i mean he's not dat gd but yet...i stil lyk him....never the mind. don 1 tok abt relationship liao. he's shoulder is oso not 4 mi de. oh ya. tdy marcus is so funny! lols cos ma tian was practising his speech 4 d consellour election thingy den ms karim ask marcus to do oso. den marcus kip saying alot of crap. lyk so freaking funny! tdy came home around 7+ 8. l8 rite? cos w8 4 jh. she camp com den nid do pumping. anw. byes~~~

2010-03-25T21:04:00.002+08:00

do you know what it feels like to be substitute? i know part of it is my fault but i cant help thinking, why izit only when HM is not dere den wil CS tok 2 mi? HM can charm anybody but not me. cant even charm d guy i like. do you know how it feels like to cry on d way home when nobody is dere to lend you deir shoulder? i know teresa has got much more probs den mi but @ least she has got some1 2 tok to. but wad about mi? i feel lyk an outsider in my own Clique. i feel like im excluded. yeah. u may say, you're a TOTAL MORON. but think of it from my angle. she gets every single thing she wants. she can just stand dere and my spotlight is hers. i just want a shoulder to lie on...please, god i noe my prob compared to others are like so minor, but pls just change my life....

2010-03-23T18:42:00.002+08:00

i always thought that i would be a cheerful girl but recently, going thru an emo period. dono y. i feel tired so freaking tired. i dono how to help teresa i dont even know how to help my own clique i seriously need help . how m i suppose to help some1 when i need help myself. arrgggghhh!!! i need a shoulder to lie on. but dere's none. why m i starting to hate her??? i dono. every single thing i say she will say back. she say i always pang seh her but when i wanna talk to her. she's gone. went to talk to others wanna get close to her but her door is always closed on me. i feel like my clique is falling apart really. i really wanna die.

hurt and lost....

2010-03-22T20:31:00.002+08:00

i always wondered where i stand in this world
will anyone cry if im gone???
my besties in amk sec doesn't even notice that im gone only after i told them

that day, after that day, when i was walking home while texting him, i cried. tears flow out uncontrollaby. i didnt know what to do. i felt so lost. no one not even jiahui noticed i was gone. she(not jh) just took my spotlight. that whole time there, i just felt like screaming, this is my group, my project not yours so why are u stealing MY place.

when izit my turn to shine???

2010-01-25T18:15:00.003+11:00

here's d things i saw over d weekend!
bdw, currently watching wgm~jo kwon n ga in dey r sooooooooo cute!!!
jo kwon ga in n key~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X0YvwDb48KE&feature=related
jo kwon n euntuek~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q7fXws7OtjQ&feature=related
jo kwon heartbreaker~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ifJou1KfhPs&feature=related
2am n suju~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZuLm2pdAXQ&feature=related
euntuek~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ScTUnqQCLN4&NR=1

2010-01-20T19:53:00.002+11:00

2010-01-18T18:54:00.002+11:00

im aint posting personall tinks on fb liao every1 kip putting negative comments i jus 1 2 put my fustrations on gor incidents somewhere n wth did i get?! dammit i jus find he changed n i apologise n he only said 1 damn word!!! nvm!!!!!! wth!!!!!!!!

2010-01-17T20:17:00.001+11:00

this is sooooooo cute!!!
jo kwon & ga in~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QGZXzY8_bY&feature=player_embedded

2010-01-17T18:19:00.000+11:00

this is hilarious
boom academy~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=onI52c_wUYg&feature=related

2010-01-17T17:44:00.002+11:00

im hurt...big times...dey dn trust mi...jus cos i c him hanging out wif those guys i tot he changed??? ya rite im dat f***in bad thx loads i said he changed isnt all COS OF HIM HANGIN OUT WIF THOSE DAMN GUYS !!!!!!! HE CAN CHOSE HIS FRENS I SAID HIS CHANGE COS HE ISNT LYK B4. he nvr screamed @ mi b4 his temper got worst... he screamed @ mi d time we had our bbq party n when we went 2 d chalet its lyk idk he jus changed...idk how 2 explain but i noe he changed...didnt u??? nt dat he will c dis...

2010-01-15T23:39:00.002+11:00

for a start...
mini bi rain~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J263d7ihhG4
kids dance battle~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rgtY0pGO3F4
a cute lil kid dancin sorry sorry wif euntuek~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d6PahJCtPkc
onew(i tink) singing a whole new whole wif a il gal~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4x_b__XeBLs
shinee-ring ding dong teletubbies style~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdisa3yJpfs
super junior-sorry sorry teletubbies style~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-2w-6io9MQ

2010-01-15T23:13:00.002+11:00

she's changed...he 2....cheryl...feng yu....every1's is changin!!! yeah im lousy i sucked thx for ur compliment!!! she says chey when i feel dat its important. he changed totally. :'( ya im abt 2 b mia liao anw i found a new way 4 my blog 2 survive gonna post links of cute or cool videos frm youtube here!!! lols

2009-12-16T22:11:00.002+11:00

reality hurts. @ d times when u tink life is perfect, reality will come right back in2 ur life isnt it??? d best eg. is when u rily found some1 u lyk after being single 4 sooooooo long,suddenly dat person dumps u.....isnt it an example???? every1 1 a perfect life isnt it??? but life isnt perfect so r u. everytink will hav a flaw every1 is imperfect!!!! but dere is some1 near 2 perfect rite???? hate ur life n love it.......im imperfect n perfect......

2009-12-10T18:23:00.002+11:00

every1's life suppose 2 b a story rite??? how cm mine isnt perfect but hers is???? i often ask myself how can others b sooooo perfect while my life is in such a stupid idiotic messs?????????!!!!!!!!!! im nt pretty gorgeous or anytink near d word perfect but how cm she is???? only older den mi by 5 mths.... i don understand....how cn my life sucks while hers is per-fect???? im acting stupid rite actually its cos im an idiot......yeah its true

2009-12-09T16:13:00.000+11:00

lolssss i jus finish watchin you're beautiful....i wish dey cn do a season 2.....sighs i dn lyk d ending!!!! anw. went 2 vivo las sun wif jy den ytd go republic poly 2 watch some concert la. my sch de dam sucky lo. only tp jc de nice. sighs. y cnt my sch dance club do a dance dat is normal n sometink dat we wil appreciate???? always doin all dose lyk only real ppl hu dance cn understand n appreciate de. y cnt dey b lyk tpjc or mayflower sec??? lols ppl do hip hop/jazz all dis dey do some weird kind of ballet wich ppl finds it boring n dont appreciate...lols.. anw. since

2009-12-03T19:52:00.002+11:00

new moon is FANTABULOUS!!!! i LOVEEEEEEEEE IT!!!!! though its so dam touchin!!!!! cried 4/5 times......haha...once when edward left bella,2nd when bella told jacob she couldnt stay/when jacob left her(cnt rmb wich),3rd when edward n felix were fightin,last when bella told jacob nt 2 ask her 2 chose..... so touchin..... im emotional so dn laugh when i said i cried!!!! actuallly itz fine. either way, i don care....lols

2009-12-01T18:05:00.001+11:00

GR8 MOOD TDY!!!! BOT TWILIGHT SAGA YTD N A NEW RECORD !!!I FINISHED TWILIGHT SAGA IN A WIK!!!NOW LOOKING 4 SHOWS 2 WATCH....COS IM W8TIN 4 AUTUMN'S CONCERTO, MOMO LOVE & HI,MY SWEETHEART'S NXT EPI!!!! TEL MI IF U KNOW ANY NICE SHOW...LIVE DEM IN MY TAGBOARD. THX

2009-11-30T03:06:00.002+11:00

no posts 4 along time n suddenly 2 posts a day. haha . weird. but nvm im weird so ya its fine. jus saw some1 status on fb. says he/she doesnt lyk 2 live under ppl spotlight. but hey. hu does? i dn lyk it 2. but yeah i live under he/she's spotlight. nt only dat person. every1 else. i hav nvr outshine ppl b4. haah. pathetic mi rite....lolssss........ nite....

2009-11-30T01:21:00.002+11:00

bad bad feelin now. haha. mixture. long time nvr update blog ler. haha.... felt bad when i on d com. jus nw stil nt bad. went 2 kell hse 2 play. jim,ben,jean,jj,simin n my di all got go. lols. we went dere play. eat pizza . nvr tok much. lols. dey watch horror movie i rid bk. dn dare watch. lols. simin say 2nite cnt slip liao... pity her. sighs. went 2 youtube saw anti-fans thingy abt sj snsd. apologise 2 all sj n snsd fans. lols. but d vids made were ril funny. no offense. sighs. realise stuff... how i wil nvr b lyk her n her. i wish i cn. im nt jealous but i envy d relationship dey hav wif guys wich i SERIOUSLY DONT HAVE!!!! i 1 it but 2 bad god wnt giv it 2 mi....funny huh. nobody is content wif wad dey hav nw...well ya. nobody is content wif wad dey hav unless dey lose it...tru true. regret is made up 4 dis. haha. human. dere is ghosts,vampires,werewolves n yeti all dis kind of stuff rite??? m i rite ? or m i wrong??? i truely wana find out if dey arent 2 scary. but haha. im a coward. dn tink i wil dere 2 go n find out. i cnt even watch horror movies let alone c d ril tinks rite??? hha. writin helps . m filin beter alrd. bdw. jj , hope u heal soon!!!

2009-11-01T17:36:00.001+11:00

will my dreamz come true??? i don tink so. i really 1 it to happen but..... stupid mi!!!

2009-10-28T19:38:00.002+11:00

why cant i be lyk her??? y ? aaaaarrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!! boooo!!!! she is clever she can filrt wif guys easily she noes how 2 communicate wif guys she can hav a great time she can...... do all d tinks i cant bbbbbbbbooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooo!!!!

2009-10-19T23:09:00.002+11:00

yoyo. had 2 fantabulous day in a row.vry d fun. sat, went godma n godpa hse sleep. den, ytd went swimming(actually is plae plae de la.).den went bac 2 eat spagetti. n SOUP!!! VERY DIIIIIIILLLLLIIIIICIIIIIIIOUSSSS!!! YUMMY!!! :P den went IKEA!!! bought my gong zhu thingy . haha having room makeover soon!!!! ahahaha. den had dinner @ ikea. overall VERY*100000000000000000000000 FUN!!!! den tdy went 2 bishan park . went cycling. wif ben(panda),darius(dae dae),edwin(penguin),kelly(kell kell),cheryl(cherri),kaijie(bro) n simin(ah min). oso VRY VRY fun. haha. but no fotoz! sry. after cyclin went 2 cherri hse . everybody went. n only shannon(ah non) @ home. so shuang . we all had the whole hse dere!!!! whooohooo!!! haha . settled lunch dere. n plae plae plae . den ah min went home. she ask mi pei ta go dwn . but i didnt. im so sowi!!! but jus don fill lyk goin dwn. sowi!~ den kell kell bring her. after dat plae awhile den go kell kell hse. den panda lyk in bad mood. dk y. after dat lyk 5.50pm left. den went home. ah. dat was 2 days i will nvr 4get!!! ahahahaha!!!! so now im done wif dinner n m blogging . okey. gtg. narasayo!(sayonara) haha. nites

2009-10-16T16:22:00.001+08:00

oh ya. pls giv mi ur comments in tagboard ty.

2009-10-16T15:34:00.003+08:00

yoyo. nt feelin gd. bad results lol. but share vids wif u guys.
enjoy my 年度制作

haha is my 年度制作 nice? got oscar. show u another 1.my 1st vid

this 1 got 金马奖 haha

gtg bb